Hello From Singapore

Hi Princess,

I have moved to Singapore for my masters. But, after coming here, I wonder every day, whether all this is worth it. Your grandparents have bought me up in a very simple way, where the two most important qualities imbibed in me were being genuine and honest and being simple. I feel confused looking at all the things around and the world is utterly materialistic. I do not want such things, or maybe I do, just in a different sense. Maybe, I do not want anything for myself personally, but somewhere I am also looking for a high paying job. The thing that I have wanted most from my heart, is love. I think being with another person makes everything alright. But, this world works in mysterious ways. I do not know what to do or do. I think someone is the one, but well what can I do. I am so scared. What if it doesn't happen? What if I am in love with the idea of her? What if I am in love with her good parts?  What should I do?  I think I am so confused, I am writing to you. What is the purpose of life? I am facing an existential dread.  I just hope everything clears out. Hope you are doing well.

Yours lovingly,
Dad